I've mentioned in a few posts that I had an appointment to see an orthopedic surgeon today to discuss options for my left hip labral tear.
Well, just as you would expect when seeing a surgeon, he recommended surgery.
In fact, he told me that since the labrum is cartilage and basically has no blood supply it won't heal on it's own. He also said that most people wait YEARS before they end up in his office. So, yay for me only taking one year?
On one hand, I'm relieved that they think they can fix this. On the other hand, I've never done anything this major to myself and I really REALLY didn't want to end up here.
And where is here?
Of course, I've been scaring myself silly reading other people's forum posts about this surgery and the recovery. People who say it hurts worse after the surgery. People who say they aren't better after a year or more. I know I should stop reading these.
I'm trying to take comfort in the fact that there are plenty runners out there that have recovered from major injuries. Beth at Shut Up and Run. Ashley at Healthy Ashley. And I'm sure there are others out there.
I'm trying to remind myself that I want a lifetime of fitness and that it doesn't all have to happen RIGHT NOW. If I take some time off it's not the end of the world. Yes, I'll have to work on coming back to my post-injury self but that will just be another challenge to tackle.
Of course, that doesn't mean I'm looking forward to wearing a brace (I see a lot of dresses in my future. That thing is UGLY as sin) or not seeing my running friends every Monday and Saturday. I'm also not looking forward to defending my decision. I've tried PT. I've tried a chiropractor. I've tried ART. Do I want surgery? No. Do I think I need it? Sadly, yes.
So, that's where I am.
Pardon me while I go through the Stages of Injury.
bobbi · 692 weeks ago
But - I see a budding triathlete :) maybe an IM in your future?
I 'm thinking about you - hopefully this will have you running pain free...
pensive pumpkin · 692 weeks ago
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Rae · 692 weeks ago
I know better than to say something like "don't beat yourself up," because who listens to that? Just be proud of yourself for being proactive (I agree with surgeon again on that one and am proud of you too) and for doing as much research as you have done. It really does take a lot of courage and resolve to stop your routine and acknowledge you have an injury that can interrupt your life temporarily so that it doesn't affect you permanently.
Mica · 692 weeks ago
I'm really surprised that you could do marathons and so many races on something that requires surgery! The body is so strange.
Like you said, you tried everything else, so hopefully surgery will be the thing that puts you on the right track. Focus on the positive, for sure! You have accomplished so much with your running, but I definitely don't think that means you won't accomplish things in other domains while you're recovering. Channel your awesome dedication and energy into other things for now!!
And Merry Christmas, Erin!!!
Aimee · 692 weeks ago